The Big
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How big are you ?, that's a common question and the most basic topic for us today..
well, i want to share about a little experiences in some cases, actually its about how do we appreciate and giving value of case and how we should response about it. This story is taken from my real activity, since i want to make myself as a mirror of me.
when i was young, i was chosen by a group tobe a leader of thousands of people. Do you know, so many cases were reported to me, and i realized that i have no enough knowledge to solved cases alone. so sometimes i take a discussion with my master, actually i have more than one master, they are the big person as i known before and to choose it, i need to proofed their knowledge by lifing together for some days, at least i know him for more than 3 years, i know their family, how they lead them, how they manage their resources, how they can solved the cases, and especially what their background-experience.
For a while, they give me a short sentence that really i don;t know what they talking about, i need to research more than 2 days for each clue that they given to me then, since i know and i realizes that i have very heavy responsibility, i do it every time, always thinking of them etc.. and the time is go on ..
Besides of their cases, i have my own problem, when it mixed, owh... i felt so heavy, i cannot separated one and the other. I visit my master, 4 master give me 4 answers for each case.
The first he said : 'kowe ki koyo wong ra ngerti dalil wae' => you are like a person who doesn;t well understanding the quranic verses.
The sencond he said : 'kabeh ki mergo sing kuoso, ora mergo kowe' => everything is happen on behalf of God, its not on behlaf of you
The thirth he said : 'lek wis niate bener, dongone bener, corone bener hasile urusane sing neng dhuwur' => true attention, true praying, true stepping the result is the God's business.
The fourth he said : 'kowe ra iso marai wong sing 4 level ng ngisormu, ora ngerti sing tok warai, kowe iso ngrubah wong wong sing podo utowo 1 level ng ngisormu' => you cannot teach 4 levels below you, they cannot understand, you able to change people whom in the same level or 1 level below you.
On that time, I didn't understood what they talking about, or i need to research to understanding this, but now, I am clearly understand all about their statements. I realizes that on that time i was a litle boy with a litle knowledge, ambitious, unstable, heavy reactive and bla bla.. i think you are in the same position with me as young generations. Nowdays , I am bigger with a bigger knowledge ..etc (even i am not so big as my masters)
Meanwhile, being a big person is not easy, especially in very small case such as blaming something and how to valuing for a case. I take 2 examples : ( young-example )
1. some body blaming you, : "Hi how bad you are, you are the thinest in the world, how can you say you love me ?", Should you give me your response please...
2. anybody discussing about your badness behind you, they don;t realize that you know all about their discussion even they change and they pray with a big hopes that you will loose their chat logs, What should you do ?
Since i leave Gading in August, i think all of cases above were solved, but it seems appear again here, even sometimes i give advise to some of you...sometimes, i found some of you blaming yourselves, cutting out your links, or make a group to fight against your enemies, etc ..
in this note, let's discuss to take goodness of our knowledge, you can also give some 'dalil' (good manifest) to support your response.
well, i want to share about a little experiences in some cases, actually its about how do we appreciate and giving value of case and how we should response about it. This story is taken from my real activity, since i want to make myself as a mirror of me.
when i was young, i was chosen by a group tobe a leader of thousands of people. Do you know, so many cases were reported to me, and i realized that i have no enough knowledge to solved cases alone. so sometimes i take a discussion with my master, actually i have more than one master, they are the big person as i known before and to choose it, i need to proofed their knowledge by lifing together for some days, at least i know him for more than 3 years, i know their family, how they lead them, how they manage their resources, how they can solved the cases, and especially what their background-experience.
For a while, they give me a short sentence that really i don;t know what they talking about, i need to research more than 2 days for each clue that they given to me then, since i know and i realizes that i have very heavy responsibility, i do it every time, always thinking of them etc.. and the time is go on ..
Besides of their cases, i have my own problem, when it mixed, owh... i felt so heavy, i cannot separated one and the other. I visit my master, 4 master give me 4 answers for each case.
The first he said : 'kowe ki koyo wong ra ngerti dalil wae' => you are like a person who doesn;t well understanding the quranic verses.
The sencond he said : 'kabeh ki mergo sing kuoso, ora mergo kowe' => everything is happen on behalf of God, its not on behlaf of you
The thirth he said : 'lek wis niate bener, dongone bener, corone bener hasile urusane sing neng dhuwur' => true attention, true praying, true stepping the result is the God's business.
The fourth he said : 'kowe ra iso marai wong sing 4 level ng ngisormu, ora ngerti sing tok warai, kowe iso ngrubah wong wong sing podo utowo 1 level ng ngisormu' => you cannot teach 4 levels below you, they cannot understand, you able to change people whom in the same level or 1 level below you.
On that time, I didn't understood what they talking about, or i need to research to understanding this, but now, I am clearly understand all about their statements. I realizes that on that time i was a litle boy with a litle knowledge, ambitious, unstable, heavy reactive and bla bla.. i think you are in the same position with me as young generations. Nowdays , I am bigger with a bigger knowledge ..etc (even i am not so big as my masters)
Meanwhile, being a big person is not easy, especially in very small case such as blaming something and how to valuing for a case. I take 2 examples : ( young-example )
1. some body blaming you, : "Hi how bad you are, you are the thinest in the world, how can you say you love me ?", Should you give me your response please...
2. anybody discussing about your badness behind you, they don;t realize that you know all about their discussion even they change and they pray with a big hopes that you will loose their chat logs, What should you do ?
Since i leave Gading in August, i think all of cases above were solved, but it seems appear again here, even sometimes i give advise to some of you...sometimes, i found some of you blaming yourselves, cutting out your links, or make a group to fight against your enemies, etc ..
in this note, let's discuss to take goodness of our knowledge, you can also give some 'dalil' (good manifest) to support your response.
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The Big
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How big are you ?, that's a common question and the most basic topic for us today..
well, i want to share about a little experiences in some cases, actually its about how do we appreciate and giving value of case and how we should response about it. This story is taken from my real activity, since i want to make myself as a mirror of me.
when i was young, i was chosen by a group tobe a leader of thousands of people. Do you know, so many cases were reported to me, and i realized that i have no enough knowledge to solved cases alone. so sometimes i take a discussion with my master, actually i have more than one master, they are the big person as i known before and to choose it, i need to proofed their knowledge by lifing together for some days, at least i know him for more than 3 years, i know their family, how they lead them, how they manage their resources, how they can solved the cases, and especially what their background-experience.
For a while, they give me a short sentence that really i don;t know what they talking about, i need to research more than 2 days for each clue that they given to me then, since i know and i realizes that i have very heavy responsibility, i do it every time, always thinking of them etc.. and the time is go on ..
Besides of their cases, i have my own problem, when it mixed, owh... i felt so heavy, i cannot separated one and the other. I visit my master, 4 master give me 4 answers for each case.
The first he said : 'kowe ki koyo wong ra ngerti dalil wae' => you are like a person who doesn;t well understanding the quranic verses.
The sencond he said : 'kabeh ki mergo sing kuoso, ora mergo kowe' => everything is happen on behalf of God, its not on behlaf of you
The thirth he said : 'lek wis niate bener, dongone bener, corone bener hasile urusane sing neng dhuwur' => true attention, true praying, true stepping the result is the God's business.
The fourth he said : 'kowe ra iso marai wong sing 4 level ng ngisormu, ora ngerti sing tok warai, kowe iso ngrubah wong wong sing podo utowo 1 level ng ngisormu' => you cannot teach 4 levels below you, they cannot understand, you able to change people whom in the same level or 1 level below you.
On that time, I didn't understood what they talking about, or i need to research to understanding this, but now, I am clearly understand all about their statements. I realizes that on that time i was a litle boy with a litle knowledge, ambitious, unstable, heavy reactive and bla bla.. i think you are in the same position with me as young generations. Nowdays , I am bigger with a bigger knowledge ..etc (even i am not so big as my masters)
Meanwhile, being a big person is not easy, especially in very small case such as blaming something and how to valuing for a case. I take 2 examples : ( young-example )
1. some body blaming you, : "Hi how bad you are, you are the thinest in the world, how can you say you love me ?", Should you give me your response please...
2. anybody discussing about your badness behind you, they don;t realize that you know all about their discussion even they change and they pray with a big hopes that you will loose their chat logs, What should you do ?
Since i leave Gading in August, i think all of cases above were solved, but it seems appear again here, even sometimes i give advise to some of you...sometimes, i found some of you blaming yourselves, cutting out your links, or make a group to fight against your enemies, etc ..
in this note, let's discuss to take goodness of our knowledge, you can also give some 'dalil' (good manifest) to support your response.
well, i want to share about a little experiences in some cases, actually its about how do we appreciate and giving value of case and how we should response about it. This story is taken from my real activity, since i want to make myself as a mirror of me.
when i was young, i was chosen by a group tobe a leader of thousands of people. Do you know, so many cases were reported to me, and i realized that i have no enough knowledge to solved cases alone. so sometimes i take a discussion with my master, actually i have more than one master, they are the big person as i known before and to choose it, i need to proofed their knowledge by lifing together for some days, at least i know him for more than 3 years, i know their family, how they lead them, how they manage their resources, how they can solved the cases, and especially what their background-experience.
For a while, they give me a short sentence that really i don;t know what they talking about, i need to research more than 2 days for each clue that they given to me then, since i know and i realizes that i have very heavy responsibility, i do it every time, always thinking of them etc.. and the time is go on ..
Besides of their cases, i have my own problem, when it mixed, owh... i felt so heavy, i cannot separated one and the other. I visit my master, 4 master give me 4 answers for each case.
The first he said : 'kowe ki koyo wong ra ngerti dalil wae' => you are like a person who doesn;t well understanding the quranic verses.
The sencond he said : 'kabeh ki mergo sing kuoso, ora mergo kowe' => everything is happen on behalf of God, its not on behlaf of you
The thirth he said : 'lek wis niate bener, dongone bener, corone bener hasile urusane sing neng dhuwur' => true attention, true praying, true stepping the result is the God's business.
The fourth he said : 'kowe ra iso marai wong sing 4 level ng ngisormu, ora ngerti sing tok warai, kowe iso ngrubah wong wong sing podo utowo 1 level ng ngisormu' => you cannot teach 4 levels below you, they cannot understand, you able to change people whom in the same level or 1 level below you.
On that time, I didn't understood what they talking about, or i need to research to understanding this, but now, I am clearly understand all about their statements. I realizes that on that time i was a litle boy with a litle knowledge, ambitious, unstable, heavy reactive and bla bla.. i think you are in the same position with me as young generations. Nowdays , I am bigger with a bigger knowledge ..etc (even i am not so big as my masters)
Meanwhile, being a big person is not easy, especially in very small case such as blaming something and how to valuing for a case. I take 2 examples : ( young-example )
1. some body blaming you, : "Hi how bad you are, you are the thinest in the world, how can you say you love me ?", Should you give me your response please...
2. anybody discussing about your badness behind you, they don;t realize that you know all about their discussion even they change and they pray with a big hopes that you will loose their chat logs, What should you do ?
Since i leave Gading in August, i think all of cases above were solved, but it seems appear again here, even sometimes i give advise to some of you...sometimes, i found some of you blaming yourselves, cutting out your links, or make a group to fight against your enemies, etc ..
in this note, let's discuss to take goodness of our knowledge, you can also give some 'dalil' (good manifest) to support your response.
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